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Wednesday, 22 October 2008

Monday, 20 October 2008

  • Knowledge is Power?

    Knowledge gives power.
    Knowledge gives strength.
    Knowledge gives insecurity.
    Knowledge gives assumptions.
    Knowledge gives mistrust.
    Knowledge gives hope.
    Knowledge gives comfort.

    But most of all it let's us know who are friends really are. Be careful please. There are many things about people you do not want to know and that they don't want you to know. So don't go snooping around in there lives, claiming to be helping them. People can solve their own problems, don't interfere unless they ask for help. I feel that should be 'Nuff Said, but it's probably not. Because some people are just that stupid, they really are.

    Bianca told me once about all these people with their own little worlds (or big ones, really). Well, Recently someone was knocking at my world and I did not want to let them in, so they thought they would let themselves in. In turn they fucked everything up, and I am pretty miserable at times. Thanks, friend.

    If you care enough to read this, I don't mind you asking about it. But if I don't tell you anything, don't keep asking.






Thursday, 31 July 2008

  • Some More Info

    Ok, so...

    Graduation for myself (and about 700) others will be in 6 days. AUG 6TH! That is right, forget the previous date. Wednesday is the big day. Everyone is invited to come. Although, no one required of course. I understand if you have other plans or will be on vacation or will be picking your nose or doing something else that doesn't concern me. If you don't come, I won't be butthurt. (That's what she said.) I will also negotiate with my mom about having a party that night or the following night. Sounds fun. Alrighty. Just wanted to give a heads up. I'll post my address at the end of this blog in case you need to mapquest it. I'll also put my phone number if you have any questions.

    1738 Willow Lake Lane
    San Jose, CA 95131

    (408)-571-8945

    PS - WOOO-HOOO

    ***EDIT***
     Yes, there will be a party. Wednesday will be the official. And we can party everynight until maybe Sunday. BYOB (Whatever that     really means.)

Monday, 23 June 2008

  • Some Social Identity Theft

    iLlumINaTIguARD: what matters is the inside
    blakadidas41: We are all pink on the inside.
    blakadidas41: Noone cares.
    blakadidas41: People will judge you.
    iLlumINaTIguARD: yea
    iLlumINaTIguARD: well
    iLlumINaTIguARD: they shouldnt
    iLlumINaTIguARD: those people are stupid
    blakadidas41: And whether you like it or not, you will judge people by how they look.
    blakadidas41: It's inevitable.
    iLlumINaTIguARD: i guess
    iLlumINaTIguARD: but u can choose to act on it
    iLlumINaTIguARD: same as temptation
    iLlumINaTIguARD: u will get tempted
    iLlumINaTIguARD: but if u act on it or not
    iLlumINaTIguARD: so with judgemental crap
    iLlumINaTIguARD: u can choose to ignore it
    blakadidas41: If you met someone and your first impression of them, they were a jerk to you and to others, they dressed like a "punk kid" and they talked a certain way.
    blakadidas41: They made fun of you and called you names.
    iLlumINaTIguARD: =[
    blakadidas41: Would you go up to them again, and askfor friendship?
    blakadidas41: Or would you act on that first impression.
    iLlumINaTIguARD: hmm
    iLlumINaTIguARD: well
    iLlumINaTIguARD: i would
    iLlumINaTIguARD: leave them alone
    iLlumINaTIguARD: and treat them respectfully
    iLlumINaTIguARD: if i encountred them
    iLlumINaTIguARD: what do u mean act on first impression
    blakadidas41: And what if they came up to you the next day askign for 5 dollars?
    iLlumINaTIguARD: nah
    blakadidas41: haha
    iLlumINaTIguARD: i wouldnt give it to them
    blakadidas41: I would shoot them.
    blakadidas41: With love.
    blakadidas41: And hate.
    iLlumINaTIguARD: rofl
    blakadidas41: So it would hurt.
    iLlumINaTIguARD: weird ass
    blakadidas41: A lot.
    iLlumINaTIguARD: ok..lol
    blakadidas41: Many of the people you meet.
    blakadidas41: Will not act based on "who they really are"/
    blakadidas41: They will wear a mask, one I call the "social" mask.
    blakadidas41: This is used to confront people.
    blakadidas41: They can act freely
    blakadidas41: However they feel
    blakadidas41: They can be crazy and absurd or not talk much at all,
    blakadidas41: But most people act completely differnt onc you "know" them.
    iLlumINaTIguARD: ic
    blakadidas41: Many people act absurdly on purpose
    blakadidas41: They are really looking for friends
    blakadidas41: or maybe
    blakadidas41: they are made
    blakadidas41: mad*
    iLlumINaTIguARD: mad?
    blakadidas41: Or perhaps they are just having one of those days..
    iLlumINaTIguARD: i guess
    iLlumINaTIguARD: yea
    iLlumINaTIguARD: that's true
    blakadidas41: Yes, mad = angry/frustarted.
    blakadidas41: But when you consider all of these factors.
    blakadidas41: I come to the conclusion that 1st impressions are useless, innaccurate relationship pre-destroyers.
    blakadidas41: They can also work in a way..
    blakadidas41: Where you become attrated to someone.
    blakadidas41: The person the act to be.
    blakadidas41: Yet, the mask they were is completely different from the real them.
    blakadidas41: That is just a bad seed for an entire forest of problems
    iLlumINaTIguARD: icic
    iLlumINaTIguARD: dude
    iLlumINaTIguARD: that's pretty deep
    blakadidas41: You think so?
    blakadidas41: I was just thinking as I type.
    blakadidas41: xD
    iLlumINaTIguARD: ic
    iLlumINaTIguARD: im kinda just chillazin
    blakadidas41: Maybe I'll copy this to my Xanga.
    iLlumINaTIguARD: not very pensive
    iLlumINaTIguARD: dude
    iLlumINaTIguARD: u should
    iLlumINaTIguARD: ill read it better
    iLlumINaTIguARD: and
    blakadidas41: haha
    iLlumINaTIguARD: ill put in some comments

    A conversation with John. I was really just rambling,  on and on. I'm sure he was just typing in random replies to whatever so it would look like he was paying attention. Fun stuff. I might collect these thoughts a little more and actually write a blog on it, but it's late and I need some rest. Goodnight Xanga.

Saturday, 14 June 2008

  • Dates to Remember

    Well, as many of you readers may know by now, I have not yet graduated. Incase you don't know, it is because I am 5 credits short of a diploma. Sucks, I know, to be so close and fall short. However, I will still be graduating "on time" in the sense that I will be attending Ohlone College starting this fall, so it's all gravy.

    I have summer school, to make up for those 5 little lost ones. My class? None. I am to be an aide. No, not for a teacher, but for the office. That's right, for three weeks straight I will be delivering notes and sitting on my ass, earning my diploma. GG. Well, whatever gets the job done.

    The important thing I wanted to tell you about is my graduation ceremony. It will consist of the entire district's seniors who made up classes via summer school, from what I've heard. It will be at Independence High School, according to my mom. ( Yay, home turf). The date is August 12. Sorry for those leaving off to wherever the hell you are going before said date, if you cared anyways. Everyone is invited. And I mean everyone, haha. It would be nice to see my friends there, but if none show up, I guess I won't be too disappointed considering many of you may be busy or have other excuses. But it would only be fair, considering I went to yours. (Chances are, if you are reading this I was at your Graduation. Or I will be. xD)

    That's all for now, I just wanted to write about something positive for a change. I seem to be too negative on Xanga, I want to change that.

    Also, Anhtai, a point you made on my last blog, about wishing things were different, and about how events made me into what I am, it's true. I should reflect on that in a later blog.